Friday, August 6, 2010

Praying

I find myself praying a lot lately. I'm praying that the right things will happen, that I will be patient with the Lord, that a friend's house will sell, that I will trust my authorities.

I also find that the things I pray are not necessarily the desires of my heart. I don't want the "right things" to happen...I want my way. I don't want to be patient...I want decisions now. I don't want my friend's house to sell...because that means she'll move away. I don't want to trust my authorities...what if they make the wrong decision?

I also find that as I pray for God's will, not mine, there is great peace there. God is sovreign. I know that's true. If I really, really believe that, then I can trust that He knows the right way to answer my prayers. So, I pray His will instead of my own.

Maybe that's what the psalmist meant when he penned these words:

Delight yourself also in the Lord, And he shall give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4

Maybe He's changing my desires as I pray in obedience.




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